Tales of Change and Desperation

All children mythologize their birth.
It is a universal trait. You want to know someone?
Heart, mind and soul? Ask him to tell you about
when he was born. What you get won't be the truth:
it will be a story. And nothing is more telling than a story.

-Diane Setterfield.

If someone were to ask you,
"Do you remember anything about your birth?"
You would not know how to answer.
Because the answer to the question belongs
to those who were alive and awake at the time of our birth.
Which, in my case, is 16 years ago.
Who remembers something of 16 years ago?
That's right, no one. Not the full story anyways.

I'm not sure who this is for,
but I miss you.
Whoever you are.

HAHAHAHA.

Don't you worry your pretty little mind.

People throw rocks at things that shine.
And life makes love look hard.
The stakes are high, the water's rough but this love is ours. :)


You know I love you.

I see sparks fly

And just like that, another NON-productive day passed.
I was watching TV the whole day.
When I wasn't, I was eating or drinking.
And possibly playing The Sims(3) Ambitions.
There goes my little 'SPM resolution' =.=

But I can't really stop myself.
If I was a sim, my FUN would be "Having too much fun it's almost criminal"
or "Entertained". YES. My sims family: The Langraabs now have a baby girl.
Her name is Laura.
Okay stop. I'm talking to myself again. greaaaaaaaaaat.

GOTTA START STUDYING.
Okay check my next post, I bet I still haven't started
studying HHAHAHA BOOO.


Emma Watson, all grown up. YES. This is the girl
who still look pretty even though she was all bloody
in Harry Potter (7) Part 1.

Pretty.

Can't turn back now, I'm haunted.

Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I say to you
He will try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead

I can't stop listening to Taylor Swift's new album,
Speak now. Awesome stuff :)
She's truly amazing (:

This is what she wrote,Prologue:

These songs are made up of words I didn't
say when the moment was right in front of me.
These songs are open letters, Each is written
with a specific person in mind, telling them what
I meant to tell them in person. To the beautiful boy
whose heart I broke in December(1). To my first love
who I never thought would be my first heartbreak(2).
To my band(3). To a mean man I used to be afraid of(4).
To someone who made my world very dark for a while(5).
To a girl who stole something of mine(6). To someone I
forgive for what he said in front of the whole world(7).

So I think those songs are:
1.Back to December
2.Dear John
3.Long Live
4.Mean
5.Haunted
6.Better than Revenge
7.Innocent

She's so pretty. Just saying.

Won't you write a song about Me.

An acquaintance of mine wrote a song for Taylor Swift.
It's really nice. :) I really like it. It's entitled 'Miss Taylor Swift'
but apparently, rai doesn't =.=
And HE CALLED ME JUST TO ENSURE I WASN'T MAD AT HIM HAHAHHAA
NERDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD :p

Have you ever felt nervous about something,
and you've no clue what about?
Or any other feeling. Scared, Excited, Sad.
Sometimes, my heart start thumping rapidly.
I put a hand to my chest and wondered why it happened.
What am I so scared about? So worried about?
Is it life, or something that awaits me and the ones I know?
It is an odd feeling. A feeling I cannot describe.

Today is the last day for my fellow Fifth Formers.
I bid them goodbye, of course.
It is petrifying to know that it's our turn.
In two months, we'll be the FIFTH FORMERS.
And SPM is going to haunt each one of us in our dreams.
Soon enough, we're going to have dark circles, massive eyebags.
But hey, look on the bright side, we're also going to have smart brains :)
Multi-functional haha :)

ohhhh how I wish that would happen. :/

Isn't she pretty?!! Urghh so sickening! =.=

Fact 2# I get hungry often.

The World is an empty place

"I'm missing you so much,
can't help that I'm in love,
a day without you is like
a year without you."

-A Year Without Rain, Selena Gomez

Next year would be different.
I will study and I WILL pass with flying colours.
Just you WAIT. All of YOU.

Today, Qin,Eda and I wrote a song.
Haha. It's from Paramore's Decoy actually.
We changed the lyrics :P

I apologize for ditching my blog for so long.
I intended to blog, i did, I'm just too lazy to get my
ass on the chair in front of my desktop. :)

Fact 1# I get jealous sometimes.