We lose ourselves in a symphony.

BAM! I'm blogging. After weeks of not blogging,
I felt like posting something up.
Life's okay I suppose.
If you count being exhausted, not getting enough sleep,
being sick of everything, especially the pressure as okay.
Then I suppose life's good.

Truth is, I am EXHAUSTED.
Actually, i think that would be an understatement.
No, I'm not sleepy or anything, I'm just tired. Extremely tired.
Of what you may ask?
Most people would answer drama and whatnot. But I don't have
any dramas happening in my life right now.. So yeah.
I firmly believe it's SPM.
SPM caused our energy to be drained.
Yes. I said 'our'. Honestly, it's not just me.
My friends around me are like that too.

Our emotions are not balanced.
One minute you'd see us laughing like nobody's business,
The next we'd be shouting with rage.
And out of the sudden we would look upset.
I mean come on, it can't be a coincidence if everyone feels
the same way, could it?

I've been enjoying tuition classes.
And the hours spent in school.
I just really dislike homework.
Why teachers,why?
Yeah I know it's for our own good and all,
but we're tired.
Also, teachers put to much hope and expectations on us.
It's so petrifying.

Well at least music soothes me.
Just dancing around the room, singing to the top of my lungs,
although I am certain I sound horrid, at least it makes me feel better.
Even if it's just a tiny bit better. It's good enough.

Ah yes, exam. Midterm. 9 more papers to go.
Including PJK and Sivik of course.
I calculated the number of papers I'll be taking for SPM.
It's 23 papers. and I'll be done in 9 days. what the.. I know right.
K whatever.

What I would do to be standing between these two awesome chicks.

PARAMORE <3 Never felt so much love for a band before.
Please take note. Although The Farros are gone now,
PARAMORE IS STILL A BAND.
New album coming out, STOKED!

ILLA.

I'm no Beauty Queen.

First things first,
I AM OFFICIALLY 17!
Bleh. Age is just a number.
But I can get my driver's license now!
Woots! Stoked!

I have not blogged in a while. :|

Oooh, my friends bought me a Nike Running Jacket for my birthday :)
It's beautiful. <3
My sister bought me a shirt from Kitschen.
The other sister is buying me a pair of converse sneakers.
And, my two stink brothers say they're getting me a CD.
HMM :)

Concerts I missed and will miss:
-Bruno Mars
-Justin Bieber
-Maroon 5

Thank you. =.=
Hopefully my favourite artists and singers will come next year,
when I have absolutely nothing to do :)

Also, it's that time of the year!
Sports SEASON! Hence, I'm soooo tanned.
As of right now, it's SOFTBALL SEASON!
Haih. I am no longer a part of it. Sorry :S

"Who says you're not pretty?"-Selena Gomez

i love her.

Just get back up.

Like eda said, what if your good isn't good enough?

That feeling you get when you want something so much and just can't get it, it sucks doesn't it?
I hate it so much.

Feeling down.

Don't put words up in my mouth.

We wrote down our wishes on balloons
and then we let it go.

This is my sister's wishes.

I'm all alone trying to find myself.

I went jogging in the morning.
I forgot how tiring REAL training is. :|
Nazhan and Aa ran with me.
Ayah walked around, and Mama, you know what she does.

Oh yes. I've got myself brand new running shoes. :)
Andddd, IT'S PURPLE! PRETTY! :)



I miss watching Disney Classics.
I watched Beauty and The Beast.
Tarzan. Mulan. Gotta watch the others.

You say the words that I can't say.

I don't know who sang this,
or what song this is,
but I kind of like it.
Credits to ruzain for 'making' me watch this.

Every time I see you falling,
I get down on my knees and pray.
Waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say.

Sisterhood 101

Because I am an AWESOME sister,
I was the FIRST to wish ayong.
Yes nazhan, I WISHED FIRST :P

Happy 25th Birthday to my BIG sister,
Nadiah K.

Nabilah K.