To infinity, and beyond.

Off to camp.

Glowing dim as an Amber.

I am in Cherating right now.
Saw pui's doppelganger. Pretty cool.

Having fun.
Also, I did a little Maths before lights off.
(: SPM SPM SPM.

Goodbye.

All that you touch, tumbles down.

Tell me, what do you do when you're good
just isn't good enough?
When you've tried your best, your very best,
and you still can't get it right?

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

I'm afraid SPM is getting closer.
And I am much closer to the edge now.
The weight of the world is on my shoulders.
I don't know what do to..

But you know, when life knocks you down on your knees,
do you know that, that's the perfect position to pray?
Down on your knees everyone. For God is listening,
He shall listen to you. Tears or no tears, happy or unhappy.
You are blessed. Be grateful.
Pray. Pray for a better life.

Seek forgiveness for the sins you've done.
For He is forgiving, oh the Great One.

I'm not perfect. I know that.
I've sinned, yes. Everyday I shall pray to seek forgiveness
and find peace in my heart.
Until it is as pure or maybe, almost as pure as The Chosen One.
maybe. just maybe. someday.

Sorry. Emo post. pretty emo nowadays.
Too stressed out. Way too much pressure on me.

I do look out the window sometimes.
Thinking. Reminiscing. Predicting.
What am I do. I'm just human.

A Paramore Love.

Paramore's very first album:
All We Know is Falling.



Then they came up with:
Riot!


And of course, taped in Chicago:
The Final Riot!
The fourth album:
Brand New Eyes.

PARAMORE LIVE IN MALAYSIA. 19 OCTOBER 2010.
The Rock Zone,Free Standing crowd.

And then the Farros left.. They are still a BAND.




No matter what happened between them,
I still love them all. Paramore will always be PARAMORE.
They went so far with their dream. Look at where they are now.
Amazing. Inspiring.

Hayley Nichole Williams, Lead Singer.

Taylor Benjamin York, Rhythmic Guitarist.

Jerermy Clayton Davis, Bass.

Josh Neil Farro, Lead Guitarist.

Zac Wayne Farro, Drummer.

So now all that's left are Hayley, Jeremy and Taylor.
Gotta love them for not disappointing Parawhores. <3

We lose ourselves in a symphony.

BAM! I'm blogging. After weeks of not blogging,
I felt like posting something up.
Life's okay I suppose.
If you count being exhausted, not getting enough sleep,
being sick of everything, especially the pressure as okay.
Then I suppose life's good.

Truth is, I am EXHAUSTED.
Actually, i think that would be an understatement.
No, I'm not sleepy or anything, I'm just tired. Extremely tired.
Of what you may ask?
Most people would answer drama and whatnot. But I don't have
any dramas happening in my life right now.. So yeah.
I firmly believe it's SPM.
SPM caused our energy to be drained.
Yes. I said 'our'. Honestly, it's not just me.
My friends around me are like that too.

Our emotions are not balanced.
One minute you'd see us laughing like nobody's business,
The next we'd be shouting with rage.
And out of the sudden we would look upset.
I mean come on, it can't be a coincidence if everyone feels
the same way, could it?

I've been enjoying tuition classes.
And the hours spent in school.
I just really dislike homework.
Why teachers,why?
Yeah I know it's for our own good and all,
but we're tired.
Also, teachers put to much hope and expectations on us.
It's so petrifying.

Well at least music soothes me.
Just dancing around the room, singing to the top of my lungs,
although I am certain I sound horrid, at least it makes me feel better.
Even if it's just a tiny bit better. It's good enough.

Ah yes, exam. Midterm. 9 more papers to go.
Including PJK and Sivik of course.
I calculated the number of papers I'll be taking for SPM.
It's 23 papers. and I'll be done in 9 days. what the.. I know right.
K whatever.

What I would do to be standing between these two awesome chicks.

PARAMORE <3 Never felt so much love for a band before.
Please take note. Although The Farros are gone now,
PARAMORE IS STILL A BAND.
New album coming out, STOKED!

ILLA.

I'm no Beauty Queen.

First things first,
I AM OFFICIALLY 17!
Bleh. Age is just a number.
But I can get my driver's license now!
Woots! Stoked!

I have not blogged in a while. :|

Oooh, my friends bought me a Nike Running Jacket for my birthday :)
It's beautiful. <3
My sister bought me a shirt from Kitschen.
The other sister is buying me a pair of converse sneakers.
And, my two stink brothers say they're getting me a CD.
HMM :)

Concerts I missed and will miss:
-Bruno Mars
-Justin Bieber
-Maroon 5

Thank you. =.=
Hopefully my favourite artists and singers will come next year,
when I have absolutely nothing to do :)

Also, it's that time of the year!
Sports SEASON! Hence, I'm soooo tanned.
As of right now, it's SOFTBALL SEASON!
Haih. I am no longer a part of it. Sorry :S

"Who says you're not pretty?"-Selena Gomez

i love her.

Just get back up.

Like eda said, what if your good isn't good enough?

That feeling you get when you want something so much and just can't get it, it sucks doesn't it?
I hate it so much.

Feeling down.

Don't put words up in my mouth.

We wrote down our wishes on balloons
and then we let it go.

This is my sister's wishes.

I'm all alone trying to find myself.

I went jogging in the morning.
I forgot how tiring REAL training is. :|
Nazhan and Aa ran with me.
Ayah walked around, and Mama, you know what she does.

Oh yes. I've got myself brand new running shoes. :)
Andddd, IT'S PURPLE! PRETTY! :)



I miss watching Disney Classics.
I watched Beauty and The Beast.
Tarzan. Mulan. Gotta watch the others.

You say the words that I can't say.

I don't know who sang this,
or what song this is,
but I kind of like it.
Credits to ruzain for 'making' me watch this.

Every time I see you falling,
I get down on my knees and pray.
Waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say.

Sisterhood 101

Because I am an AWESOME sister,
I was the FIRST to wish ayong.
Yes nazhan, I WISHED FIRST :P

Happy 25th Birthday to my BIG sister,
Nadiah K.

Nabilah K.

He won't let me win but he's a sucker for my charm,

The title says it all.
I want to say this to you,
but I don't want to be mean.

*coughs*
I don't like you, I don't like the person you've become.
I do not appreciate the sarcasm, the taunts, the names you've called me.
I do not want to hate you, or dislike you for the matter.
Unfortunately, feelings can not be controlled.
What we feel, is unexplainable.
I do apologize for troubling you in any way.
Sometimes, I do regret the decisions I've made.
But I have come to realize that all those bullshit you put me through..
Gave me the strength and courage to stand up for what I think is right.
So in a way, I thank you.

I went through somewhat 'hell' last year.
I do not forget, I'm truly sorry to say this, but I can not find
the formula for 'forgive and forget'.
In my world, there is only forgiveness.
So, I forgive you. I truly mean it this time.
It's not that I do not want to have anything to do with you for the rest of my life,
it's just that right now, I do not need you to hang around.

We have very different path of lives.
So go. Go live your life, and I shall live mine.
I am very much happy with the people around me.
I'm sorry if I am ever rude, mean or inconsiderate.
You were a wonderful friend to me, but in due time,
you turned everyone against me.
I will not forget what you did.

I'm sorry and thank you.

Moving on,
It's so hard for me to remember why we were even friends.
It was great while it lasted though, it really did.
I'm just so annoyed by the fact that you do not realize
you've scarred me. You were supposed to be my friend.
You never stood by me when I needed you to.
I would not be mad at you for choosing him.
It's the way you handled the situation.
You made it worst. You gave me hell.

You contributed a lot in hurting me last year.
I've forgiven you for that.
But when you start talking about judgmental human beings,
didn't you judge me? So who are you to say such things
when you yourself judged me?
You disappointed me in ways I would never have thought of.

I'm sorry if it was painful to watch me hurting your best friend.
But I believe I didn't have any misunderstandings with you before.

Finally,
I am most saddened by the fact that you've changed.
We were such close friends, almost sisters.
I still love you, so I won't say much.
I'm trying to imagine myself in your shoes and all.
But sometimes.. I just don't know what to say.
Seeing you the way you are, I'm stunned.
Come back please.


Speak Now. inspired by:
Taylor Allison Swift.

You gotta let your feet off the ground.

After five years of friendship,
This is where we are now. :)
The SEVEN of US, hanging out together.

The journey begins with Ismah and I,
walking to out destination (:

OMG SERIOUSLY? =.=

Hahaha why was I making that face? :|

I like this a lot :)

Fake smile. Obvious fake smile.

Seven! <3

Support JAPAN <3

Hahahah cehhh.

Heels =.=

Helping or laughing? Haha!

click new tab to see qin laughing at eda.

Candid!

Laughing Out Loud.

I'm a potential cheerleader, NOT. Hahaha

Reminisce.

And then we saw.. LIYANA!




Location: Sya's house.
Time: After Ismah left.

Doing Add Maths. Haha.




Location: The Park.
People: Sya and I.












On the way back, we bumped into..
ALAGENDRA! and LAVENDRA!





Note: I make the weirdest facial expressions
when I'm with them. :O

I bid you, FAREWELL.