How To Save A Life

Sunday, February 7, 2010

can you believe it?

I got into KYSM.
They chose me, when SBP and MRSM didn't.

Hahaha. KYSM gave my mum a call yesterday.
to notify on my acceptance. It's a private school though,
so it'll cost a lot. Therefore, I don't think i'm going. =)

I feel so touched :)
KYSM actually decidedly to choose me!
I mean, they saw how I was at the interview.
and I clearly stated I would not accept if they offered me
into business class because I wanted pure science.

They freaking got me in!
HAHAHHAHA.

well, that's all.
my family is saying that KYSM must think
I'm really good for choosing me :)

ILLA

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Haven't met you yet

whoever you are, I haven't met you yet!

Hahaha. school was surprisingly fun :)
We learned quadratic equations during Add Maths.
Which, might I add, I like a lot! Since
functions is so freaking hard. :)

Maths. Sets. yeah. easy. hahaha. FUN (Y)

Recessed with my two best friends, Sya and tyk :)
HAHAHA. Well yeah of course I miss my best friends!
but hey, they have their own dreams to catch.
I shall do it too. I must! :)

I was about to grab my P.I textbook and walk up stairs
when Juliet shouted my name "Nabilah!" then Min Wen said
"give me your left hand" and I did as I was told but I raised one eyebrow.
Juliet copped my hand and Min Wen shouted "good luck!"
I looked at my left hand and saw GOOD LUCK in blue ink. -.-'
nothing better to do is it? =.=

P.Islam. We laughed our hearts off.
We were mimicking Kristen Steward's 'kiss me' of course!
HAHAHAHAA. Seriously, my stomach hurt so much just now!
Oh and Qin said people say Taylor Swift can't sing?
How dare you(whoever you are) say that!
she's my favorite singer okay :)

1119 was super duper fun !
We went through all the primary stuff.
Haha we forgot most of them!
Well, it was FOUR years ago! HAHAHAA

Overall, good day of school =)

ILLA

Friday, February 5, 2010

One week

so hmm I survived
four days without them.
Haihh. school's definitely
different without them.

Shashy called me Liy during Chemistry.
I looked at her and said "you called me liy"
and she jumped and hugged me and said
"Ohmygod Illa! I'm so sorry!"
"I miss her la"
"Me too." :(

then just now Qin was saying
something and I wasn't listening
then she tapped my right arm and said
"Ismah! dengar la"
I turned to face her and said "you called me Ismah just now"
She looked down and said "I know."
*sighed. :(

During recess Sya was singing
"I wake up in the morning feeling like P.diddy" *ticktock*
and I laughed and said "hey lagu eda!" then sighed. :(

during kawad practice,
I was talking and laughing with tyk & aina
then tyk told us about the magazine she bought.
And I was like "what magazine?" and she answered
"korean! :P ade ___ hot gila!" and I thought,
"oh. i dont like koreans. I like Japanese. same like sarah"
"sarah." :(

So yeah. anyway, tyk is like my best friend now.
HAHAHA. I dont care what they say about me leaving :P
I think I might stay here though. :/
We now recess together. Sya, tyk and I :)

Oh and I can remember almost all of my classmates' names!
YEY.

damn. tomorrow is a school day. I hate schools on saturdays.
I WANT TO SLEEEEEEP :(

Oh and Milky Way, if he were to confess, I seriously wouldn't know
what to say. Don't say anything please? give me some time to think things through.

roo, shu ting and riss =)

cheers,
ILLA

Seventeen ? :D

sorry for the late birthday post =)

3rd FEBRUARY 2010;
MUHAMMAD RAIHAN BIN ZULKIFLEE,
happy seventeen birthday! wow. your two years older than me now
:) oh and I have the great honors on wishing you first! woohoo =)
HAHAHHA. Well, I did try to call him plenty of times.
It was pissing me off. -.-''
Whatever pun, I started even knowing him back when I was in form2.
And he was such a quiet little boy ;)
Then as we became close, i thought "ergh okay. so not quiet"
HAHAHA. sorry rai! =) but it's true.
and then he stopped going to tuition. so we don't meet each other anymore.
intensive 2009, we're in the same class! :) haha we hang out often.
so I grew close to him again. chatted with him until 3am. so unhealthy -.-'
anyway rai, take care of her for me ;) and happy 17th birthday :)
love you rai! you're so 'pro' =)

remember this? HAAAHAHA

Rai says "this picture makes me look tall!"

The AWESOMEness,
ILLA

Thursday, February 4, 2010

For them :')

SAEDA IMAN BINTI KUSHAIRI;

We've been friends since we were standard4!
no no, not friends. best friends.
Yeah, it was that strong.
Haha remember standard5, putry lee wanted to call
you 'shida' and you would call her 'eri'. my god. that was
hilarious! well anyway, tara,kels and I wouldn't allow it.
Putry was sort of jealous we were best friends with you!
HAHAHHA. then standard6, you and drama :') you guys were
the cutest couple! buy hey, you guys were kids. it wouldn't have worked
out no matter how hard you tried.
form1, I realized you look different from the first day of school!
do you still keep that rempit note we wrote? HAHHHAA. :')
Oh and daa, never allow yourself to be that sick ever again okay?
Form2, ohmygod pemaisuri ni =) so sweet la dgn sultan :)
HAHAHAHA. form3. thanks for listening to me whine =)
form4. hardest yet. good bye da./ nekda/ drama/ squaremon/ squeda/ kak imon
I love you! truly. and take a good care of yourself there.
you wont have me to complain on how little you eat, laugh at your
weird gestures, bully you with sarah, listen to you, tell you things,
sing ticktock, tease you and finally be your best friend there.

ISMAH BINTI YUSMADI;

Semaaah! We've been friends since standard1 kan kan? :'(
It's still fresh in my memory.
I got my hair cut the day before, and it looked horrible,
so I took one of my Sekolah Agama tudungs and put it on.
Ain, my all time standard1 bully, crittised me "oh sekarang baru nak pakai tudung?!"
and you budged in to say, "biar lah dia nak pakai tudung!!"
Aww, :') we became really good friends when we were standard4.
all those pancakes, tupperwares, fights, laughters. AHHAHA
you get where this is going right? The pancake fight? haha. the one sarah got
really quiet because she didn't know which side to oppose. Haha and our happy land! :')
standard5. we became closer than ever! omg weh. we were so bad to tini.
HAHAHA. when we fought, she always had a hard time choosing over us.
But when either of us fights with her, we never thought twice to back each other up.
HAHAHA. seriously. we were so bad. oh yeah, we did our dialogue book this year.
sha and fatimah zahra joined us right? such cute kids, :')
oh and we played runfromtheprefects with fyza. xD that was so much fun.
standard6, we were close. but not that close. you were my skolah agama geng.
you, hanif, acap and i. ustazah akhlak said we were the noisiest geng xD
every time during recess, each of each would buy different flavors of sugus
then would share it during lessons. haha. yes, we ate in class :)
Hahaha we even played that 'jentik2' thingy. the one with rubber bands and papers?
everyone knew we were best friends. the four of us :)
well yeah. we fought once! and that was freaking horrible.
I sided you, and for the first time ever, hanif sided acap.
First it started out as a fight between you and acap, then somehow it lead on to the four of
us. the ustazah were having a meeting downstairs. and the manjalara-ians were not
in school, as they had curricular activites and so the class was empty. the four of
us including akma. We shouted at each other (super loud) and threw chairs and tables.
It was horrible! and so obvious too. usually we would go home together. and all of the sudden,
we broke in two. :/ I made up with them in kelas nadi. but you didn't. the next day, I think,
we were a foursom all over again =)
form1. got seperated. :( but we stayed best friends (just not that close anymore)
form2. back to classmates :) still not that close.
form3. deskmate! haha. we grew super close all over again ;) sang hoedown throwdown and party in USA
form4. deskmate, no more 'deskmate' stuff huh? :'( well hmm bye! if TG kacau hidup aku lagi, I'll tell you okay. you were first to know. yes eda, she was. :P well, take care of yourself in Perak. busuk, I love you!

NUR SARAH EZZURIN BINTI ABDUL HAMID;

Kau nak bully eda with who weh? :'(
And who am I gonna watch Japanese movies with now?
sya? tyk? they prefer koreans :( and you know I hate koreans.
because you do to! haha. hmm let's see. standard1. we were distant.
standard2. aww! you were the little girl with two ponytails. xD so cute! :)
standard4. skola agama. we sat one row with tini. laughed our asses off everyday!
Hahah you like making comic books. remember? and I did one on our kampungs being
next to each other. that was funny :) and that one afternoon when it was raining and
a thunder struck, tini was so shocked she jumped on you! ahha. yeah xD that was also funny.
you, ismah and I created our very on version of happy land. which, am said it was
'stupid land'. hahaha. that was so evil wey -.-' standard6, we sat at the back of the
class and pretended we were in some kind of gossip talk show. haha. we gossiped about the
whole class! xD and our sekolah kebangsaan murid2 bahagia, eunice and sabby :'(
we had the time of our lives. :')
form1. we were okay. not super close. but close =) we always talk about anime :)
form2. if i wanted to crap, i would crap with you. hhaha. cerita sarah melampau! watched japanese crap with you. one litre of tears! omg sedih gila that series :( oikawa sousuke cried :( haha.
form3. watched plenty of other japanese stuff. Last Friends, Hanazakari no kimitachi e, Battle Royale; what else eh? HEHE =) I love bullying eda with you! so much fun! oh oh ! remember battle royale. we hid behind the wall to frighten eda. but we couldn't do it because waiting for her to get out of the bathroom was funny. and we jumped out and laughed instead of shouting "Ahhhhhhhhh!" hahaha. but she ended up shouting anyway.which made us laugh even more! :D
form4. who's going to sing crappy songs now? :'(
anyway sarah, take care of yourself okay! and eda too. one of these days I have to hang out and your house
so we can watch Japanese stuff :) okay? I busuk you sarah!

LIYANA BINTI SHAHAROOM;

Liyyyyyy! my weird best friend. (then again, all my bestfriends are weird -.-')
but your like super weird. so you have the honors :)
First time kenal you, standard6. you were acting all crazy in skola agama and suddenly
you came up to me and hugged me. I looked at you in a 'whaaat?' face and you
started laughing and just went away. Mira said "tu liyana" and I said "oh okay -.-'"
then in class sarah told me how she made your hand bleed. haha. xD
form1. we became friends because you were friends with Ismah and both of us were in bola baling, bola jaring and KRS so we were close :)
form2. same stuff but we grew closerrrrr
form3. you were the first to know about Jack. so yeah be glad okay?
dah cukup. remember the to do list I made for you? I wonder where that maybe is. hahaha.
you were always so emo -.-' stressed out about PMR kot? haha.
that maybe the case. you did cry on the first day of PMR. when I knew you were
gonna get an A for bm. you always did. get an A i mean. unlike me, okay whatever. let the bygone be gone. i'll miss going bloop bloop bloop with you lul!
form4. goodbye liy. you were the first to leave. I was going to cry when I hugged you,
but then you started crying so hard and saying "eh dah dah dah" at the same time. so
that stopped me from crying. we were all staring at you with such sorrow in our eyes. you could see it too, i knew that. you cried all over again everytime you look at us. anyway, take care of yourself. your far south to Johor :( be strong liy. stay there if it means you have a brighter future. I love you!

PS; you guys, take care! and if anything, just call okay?
you can dial my house phone if you think I won't pick my my phone =)
HAHA. andddddddd, please don't be awkward when we meet again okay? keep your promises tau! I love you guys. and now I miss you guys :( school is definitely different without you guys :(

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

As expected

I didn't get into MRSM. huh. I don't feel anything.
Really. stop worrying. I'm not sad. at all.

so hmm. I guess I have to rayu. again.
Oh danial got in!
He's transferring to MRSM Balik Pulau, Pinang.
Ohmygod. Who's going to sing Lucky and I'm Yours to me now?
He's 3A's very own version of Jason Mraz :(
Daniaaaaaaal. don't forget us okay!

oh and!
1st FEBRUARY 2010;
RUZAIN BIN RIDZUAN!
Happy sweet sixteen best friend :)
I was the first, among his friends, to wish him!
MUAHAHAHHAHA :D

ruz;
kau annoying and bising and kadang2 aku rase
cam nak sepak kau, but no matter what,
you're still a caring best friend ;)
So thank you 'abang' ruzain!
DAH TUA, OMG o.O HAHAHAHA

ILLA

It will never be the same

without them :(
I miss them. SO MUCH!
during assembly, I just stared at the ground and held back tears.
Memories came flooding by. :'(

these are some of the old pictures we took together :')
Hahahah. good times, good times.