When I look at YOU,

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth,
You love for who I am.

On Saturday,
Around 11, I went to Sarah's.
Eda, Qin and Sya were there! :D
Yes, Sarah has forgiven us :)
They were complaining about how skinny I was.
Which, might I add, I am not!
I miss Sarah! haha :D japanese eh sarah. one day, one day :)

Eda went home then we went to ou. without sarah.
Sya bought her books.
And Qin and I watched Inception without her.
Hahaha. It was AWESOME!! MUST WATCH people, MUST WATCH!!
We ate a lottttt in the cinema. hahaha.
After that, we went to Converse store to you-know-what :D
HAHAHHA (Y)

At 8.30+, we reached Yen's.
Saw a bunch of guys we didnt know.
freaked out a lil bit.
Hahaha hid near the trees. Texted sya.
Asked her to come.
Called aina. asked them to hurry up.
Tyk called. Asked where we were.
Found her! sooo excited! hugs. haha

Aina and Ira came. More hugs!
Haha finally, we went inside.
Saw safwat. heyy! hahaha. He said my fullname :)
Awww. Haha.
Hanged around. Ate pizza! :D
Sya texted. We went outside. Brought her inside.
Ate some more. joked around. made a video. haha
Ate BBQ-ed chicken. hahahaa.
Went downstairs. Watched Killers.
Went outside. with the intentions of going home.
Instead, we joked around and took pictures.

Ira, Me, Yen, Sya, Qin,Tyk and the photographer;Aina

JUMP SHOTS! Illa and Aina :D

The best! haha :D

And, Tadaaaaaaa! Finally got that red sneakers I wanted!! :D

the bag.

the bag and the box.

opened box. (ahh! beautiful!)

Waaaaaaah :D

Isn't it just, BEAUTIFUL?!! :'D
I loveeeeeeee them sneakers! <3
Hahaha.

Anyway, was up all day and it was fun :)
Especially with friends as crazy as them, :)

Brand New Eyes.

PARAMORE! AHHHHHHHHHHHH :D
Hahaha.

Sooo, I bought Qin her birthday present.
Which is, *drumrolls*
The Final Riot! :)

And she got me my birthday present!
Which is *drumrolls!*
Brand New Eyes! :D

beautiful, ain't it? ;)

As soon as I got it, I listened to it!
And, I sent a text to Qin! Hahah :D

And this is me, with selendang not tudung (:P)
saying GOODBYE! :D
Ps; I'm back to not texting.
Such an accomplishment. :)

Forever young

Heaven can wait we're only watching the skies,
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst.

I miss being a kid. I really do.
Everything seemed so easy back then.
Not that I'm not enjoying life or anything.
I am. It's just, I don't know.

I guess I just miss them.
Yes I'll admit it. I miss Sarah, Muq and Fahrul.
Muq and Fahrul, I don't know what happened.
But we're just not US anymore.

Look at our BIG EYES! :D Aren't they the cutest things?!

From left; Safari(Qin's), Slushy(MINE!) and Coconut(Sya's).

I miss my sony phone! :'(
I want it baaaaaaack! stupid KB person go steal it.
you suck hard man! HARD! boo you! huh!

Oh yeah, I got that skinnies I wanted :D
And Mama bought me two tops ;)
MUAHAHAHA next item; sneakers! :)

I told him the truth.
Proud of myself. YEY! (Y)
:D

Apologies are often open ended

Saturday;
We were supposed to go to seseri's carnival.
Sarah was dancing and we really wanted to go!
But then Daa tells us she can't go.
Not that she doesnt want to though.
Cause she really wanted to go.
but Sarah said; you better not come.
The look on daa's face when she told us,
my my, it was horrible.
We tried making her go, but then her parents
don't want her to go.

And after all the rebellious things she's done,
she doesn't want to upset them again, I guess.
Therefore I understand.
So we thought of it.
If we were to go, without eda, who would layan us?
sarah ought to be busy doing other things.
Dah la we don't like that school,
what are we gonna do there?
So, change of plans.

Sarah, I am sooooo sorry for not being able to make it
to seseri's carnival. We didn't mean to offend you.
I love you sarah. I really am sorry. I've lost two best friends already.
I can't lose you, sarah. We've had so many memories together.
I can't bear the thought of you not being my best friend. :(
The two best friends I lost, it doesnt hurt as much as this.
I haven't lost you yet, I hope.
I am truly sorry. I love you. remember that.

:'(

Sunday;
went to visit Nazhan.
I swear! that little brat will not stop growing!
Okay the last time I visited him was last week,
he was at my eyebrows level.
now, he's above them =.=
He's only freaking thirteen! haha =.=

Oh oh! I want skinnies so baaaaaaaaad :(
Maaaaaaaaa, I can't wait until this weekend.
I want it now! Hahaha
now isn't that pretty? :)

I have loads to do now :O

Impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Hey ho! :)

soooo on Wednesday night. at 2.30am,
Thursday morning, Spain vs Germany.
I was wrong!
VIVA LA ESPANA! wooots! :D

I wanted to watch the game. but, I slept around 1am. =.=
Woke up at 6. checked my phone.
And guess who texted me? Ruzain!
It was at 4am and it said; Hidup Spain! haha
Hahaha. then I watched the highlights.
And straight out of the corner kick, Puyol headed.
Andddd, GOAL!!!!!! HAHAHA.
Pique was right beside him ;) hehe

So I browse through my contacts and sent a text to Sya and Josh.
to josh; Viva La Espana!
He was soooo happy! haha later that afternoon,
I went to Add Maths tuition.
Josh was wearing a Spain jersey. (duh)
Oh and he told me he didnt sleep at all.
Haha crazy dude. And he was energetic!
God. that guy has issues! hahaha.
Josh josh XD

Oh before that, in school, during Chemistry class,
I drew Spain and Germany's flags on my hand.
:D so cute and pretty! could not stop staring at them.
haha. then qin wanted one too.
So i did the same for her. Left and right.
then I showed practically EVERYONE.
soon, when we got back to class, qin and I became
make up artists. haha. we drew their favorite teams on their hands.
HAHAHHA :D

Ps; I got the germany flag all wrong :O
HAHA. it's suppose to be black, red then yellow. haha


Oh yes. I painted my face and my hand too. :D
What?
I was bored okay! :P

Spain <3

Germany <3

I painted Aa's face too. He wanted spain and argentina :)

Au revoir! :)

oh and something interesting happened during PPS meeting today :)

Football fever :D

As most of my friends know,
I support these teams accordingly.
1.Spain ;)
2.Germany! :D
3.Argentina(just cause messi's there.)

Semi finals this thursday.
My darling Espana versus my lovely germany :( How?
:'(
Welll, I have a hugeeee feeling that Germany's gonna win this year's world cup :)
Haha. I love both teams, so, :O

so most probably, the FIFA world cup results are as follows;
Champions; Germanyyy!
Runner up;Netherlands.
Third place; Spain!
Fourth; Uruguay.

It's either Germany or Spain who'll win the world cup.
And Germany or Spain will get third. haha :D
but germany got third back in 2006, so I bet they'll play their best.

Anyways, check it out!
Hotties/cutties! hahaha :D

Lukas Podolski, Germany, 25. sooo cute! :D

Gerard Pique, Spain, 23. soooo very cute! :D

Cesc Fabregas, Spain, 23. Hottie! :D

Fernando Torres!,Spain, 26. soooo hot! :D

Yeyyy.
with love,
ME :D

Your love is my drug.

I don't care what people say

The rush is worth the price I pay

I get so high when you're with me

But crash and crave you when you leave

Hey, i'm blogging again. Haha
I'm at my dad's office right now.
It's so boring here. Hence, I'm blogging!
That's cause I made a deal not to fb.

So anyway, I'm googling about smile.
Any thoughts?
I'm gonna do an oral presentation on SMILE.
Cause smile makes me smile :)
Haha. I'm crapping again, aren't I?

Oh yeah. we had open day on friday.
My bad grades are really dissappointing.
Therefore, I'm turning over a new leaf.
Things I must do;
-pray five times a day :)
-stop swearing/cursing (so far so good)
-Control my anger around su. somehow, he pisses me off easily. :O
-study EVERDAY. like i used to during PMR.
-Pay attention in class. (stop talking to su! so far so good too)
-finish up all my undone homework(s) (working on it)
-do chores(getting better)
-DO NOT DISSAPPOINT PARENTS!

That's all i suppose. Anything else? hmm.

Oh yeah, I've settled things with riss :)
YEY! Let's not do that again, kay best friend? :)
Qin Sya Ill +Daa!
Yes, eda is joining us this monday :D
Ohhh I should take a picture of slushy!
:D Jo named hers Rul =.= it's real name is wattles.
Sand's cookie. but it's adorable. sya's coconut. haha!
Qin, what's girrafe's name? :O
Big eyes are cuteeee :D I'll show ya later ;)

Ohhhh andddddddd,
I'm going to seseri next week.
Wanna watch sarah perform :)

I wanna wish Liy tomorrow.
But how? she's not home,
I can't fb. hmmm.

I'm glad things are going umm, fine. For real yo :P

Illa is out. Peace! (haha)